Fire & Fuel, Printable Packs

Coming Back to the Beginning

Recently, I got completely swamped — full-time work, full-time study — and Ash & Ember Rising suffered.
I haven’t made a new printable pack in months.
The only thing I’ve managed to keep up with is this blog.

Now that my assignments are done and dusted, I wanted to return to my dream — to reconnect with the joy this project usually brings.
I say usually because the first thing I did was print out some of my own packs… and instead of feeling excited, especially at the sight of my beloved goats, I found myself asking:

Am I still sure about this?
About any of it?

When I first dreamed up Ash & Ember Rising, I wanted to create tools.
Not just pretty pages or productivity hacks — but something meaningful.
I had a dream and an idea, and together they became the foundation of this brand.

Before I ever made my first printable, there was a lot of behind-the-scenes reflection, trial, hesitation.
But when I finally sat down to create, I had to ask myself:

Where do I begin?

There were endless possibilities.
But I knew this: I didn’t just want to share what I was doing — I wanted to bring people with me.
Because for the first time in a long time, I was breathing. I was living. I was dreaming again.
And I could imagine a future where I was happy, where I was free, where I was me.

And I wanted that for others, too.

I wanted to give people something they could start with.
Something that could hold a dream.
Something simple, but powerful — like a blank page with just enough magic to say, maybe.

Since I couldn’t give them a pen through the internet, I gave them the next best thing:
A place to start.
A page among the clouds.
And goats, of course.

The printable that started it all — soft clouds, curious goats, and a little room to dream.

That first printable pack made my dream real. And I loved it.
But I also learned from it.
And now, I’ve officially outgrown the design — but never the hope behind it.

So instead of setting it on fire… I’m imagining it anew.

The Plan Moving Forward

My goal is to revisit and refine every pack I’ve created — making sure each one still aligns with my vision and purpose.

And I’m starting right where I began.

Each week, we’ll build on the last.
If you’re ready to dream, or revisit your intentions, or simply want a gentle structure to reflect — you’re invited to join me.

You can:

  • Download the printable pages (below)
  • Use a journal or notebook
  • Or grab any piece of paper — whatever feels right

This is the beginning of a journey, if you want it to be.

If community and gentle accountability help you grow, I’d love to welcome you to the Burnt, Brave & Becoming Facebook group — a safe space for reflection, support, and messy progress with like-minded, like-goaled humans.

And if you’re ready to go even further, consider starting a fresh journal for this next chapter.
(See the video below for the first entry in our journaling series.)

This Week’s Gentle Prompt:

Take 5–10 minutes to simply begin.
Write down:

  • Dreams
  • Wishes
  • Intentions
  • Thoughts or questions about your future

This doesn’t need to be perfect.
It doesn’t even need to make sense.

Just get something out of your head — or your heart — and onto the page.

There are no wrong answers here.
You’re not committing to anything. You’re simply starting.

Come back to your page during the week.
Add whatever rises.
Next blog, we’ll build on what you’ve begun.

messy progress

Behind the Scenes: Paint, Printables, and Procrastination

Usually, I get to Monday and think, “Okay… what am I going to blog about today?”
But this time, I had the entire post written by Saturday.

Which should have made things easier.

Instead, I thought: What if I made a video?
And then: What if that video became part of a series?

And that’s how we’ve ended up on Thursday…
with no blog, no video, and a growing pile of notebooks whispering, “We were your idea, remember?”

This week’s video was supposed to be finished.
It was supposed to be up.
You were supposed to be able to press play by now and watch me reflect, create, and gently chaos my way through six journals.

But here we are. And it’s not done.

And I want to talk about that — not to apologise, but to be transparent. Because the whole point of Ash & Ember Rising is to make space for imperfection. For pacing. For soft starts and late entries and pages that don’t quite turn when you want them to.

What’s Done So Far

I’ve filmed most of the components for the first journaling video:

  • The printables are prepped
  • The mixed media version is painted and assembled
  • The intro is recorded
  • The reflections are written
  • The structure is solid

…but I ran out of energy before I could film the bullet journal and digital versions. And rather than forcing it out of guilt, I’m giving myself a little room to breathe.

What’s Still Coming

  • The bullet journal version is planned and sketched — it’s clean, calm, and almost ready to film.
  • The digital journal is designed in portrait format (finally!) and just needs me to hit record.
    (Which sounds simple until you’re running on tea and sheer willpower.)

Both pieces will be finished soon. And the full video will follow, gently and honestly.

Why I Paused Instead of Pushed Through

Because I don’t want to create content that’s built on burnout.
I don’t want to talk about intentionality while white-knuckling my way through a deadline.
And most of all — I don’t want to model the kind of perfectionism I’m actively trying to unlearn.

So here’s my reminder to myself (and maybe to you, too):

You don’t have to force it.
The work will wait.
The page will still be there when you’re ready.

🐐 Coming Soon…

The full video.
Six journals.
One small phoenix-powered step at a time.

Until then, thank you for being patient, present, and beautifully unfinished.